This is very different from the webcomic I assumed I’d go back to

September 4th, 2014

If you’re unfamiliar with what Autonomous sensory meridian response (ASMR) is, Wikipedia does have a great rundown, but in short it’s positive tingly feelings in your scalp (mostly) brought on by aural and visual triggers. Triggers can range from tapping sounds panning ear to ear to slow hand movements. Not everyone has this response, it’s like cilantro. But even folks who don’t have an ASM response to common triggers can find the videos useful for relaxation and getting to sleep.

Common triggers like soft talking, personal attention, repetitive movements and sounds, binaural beats, or the soft splash of water can be just as beneficial for relaxation and mental balance as they can for the singular sensation that is ASMR. I think the number of guided meditation videos available from ASMR creators shows this pretty well.

It starts off sounding sad. Turning to a video of a stranger pretending to give you a scalp massage when you’re feeling down seems like a weird thing, I think, at first. But you have something to turn to, and that is great. And there are caring people out there putting that sort of thing into the world for exactly that purpose. That’s amazing.

I want to put more stuff like that in the world, so I’ve started making ASMR-oriented videos too. I’m sort of focusing on embroidery and handwork based stuff right now, because there isn’t a lot of that and I know that even if it doesn’t cause the “tinglies” it is still practically hypnotic, which is part of what I love about embroidery and handwork.

There’s a lot about sound and editing video that I’m learning, which is awesome. I am, obvs, taking my own advice in mind for publishing on the web and it actually feels awesome to think about doing regular uploading of work again.

So that’s the thing! It is a thing I am doing and I’m kind of stoked on it. Here’s all your links:

  • YouTube Channel – I plan on uploading at least once a week, probs Thursdays.
  • Tumblr – I’ve got this queued up with little gifs and sound generators that are, at the very least, relaxing.
  • Twitter – Because, of course.

I also have a G+, because that comes with the territory of having a GMail, but I do not plan to use it, unless necessary.


It’s almost like I have a teaching background

August 24th, 2014

This will be a little incoherent because I just spent the last hour listening to ASMR while zonked the everloving fuck out, but in short: a friend introduced me to their friend, who wanted advice on web serialisation. They’d encountered The Audacity Gambit and were starting from a place of practically no background in web publishing and wanted advice. I was very flattered. The thing is, I really like explaining stuff.

So. A longish email got long enough I had to open a word document, then I was like “go for the gold, I guess” and just made it a PDF. And then all of you lovely people asked to see it and wow. So. I hope it is useful, though really (like all things in life) it boils down to this: make work, show others your work regularly, keep making work.

This is a link to the PDF

100 Happy Days

June 17th, 2014

I am trying to get my shit together. Habit RPG was helping with that, and is still, but around my birthday various bummers started crawling back the same way I always see things wiggling just at the edge of my vision. I’ve joked before that I wish I had the same kind of depression I did in my early twenties, the kind that came with a single-minded focus and drove me to constantly make things.  There’s a lot of stuff here that I’m not saying, that is boring, but the main thrust is that I decided to try the 100 Happy Days Challenge.

I love challenges. I used to do those monthly focuses, and August art month, and a weekly webcomic. So documenting one happy thing each day seemed like a great way to bully myself into finding the disco glitter lining. The challenge gives you some options for where and how you’re following it, I chose Instagram, which I’ve got IFTTT-hooked to Flicker, where I then sort them into an album (née set, a name change I am still getting used to).

Halfway through the challenge (or more, this is day 61 I’m on now), here are things I’ve learned:

  • Sometimes the happy point of a day is ephemeral and not easily captured via camera phone, so you either take a picture of something and explain the moment in the caption or you look for another happy moment.
  • Sometimes the happy thing is the stupidest thing possible.
  • Sometimes the happy thing is how great you look.
  • It can be easy to fall back on tasty food as your happy thing (for me, at least).
  • You start looking for the high point of your day. “What is going to be the thing that is the best point of this day?”
  • Looking for the happy thing isn’t that bad. Because you’re looking for something that makes you happy.
  • Sometimes you have to actively do something to make yourself happy. This is surprisingly hard.
  • Finding things that make you happy doesn’t make you a happy person, but that is okay.

That said, here are the first fifty days of this.

1-25 25-50


It’s a fun hashtag to browse, by the way. It’s a peek into all these little stupid moments that make other people happy.

How long is time

January 7th, 2014

The latest Perpetual Edge Case (a newsletter from the genius brain of R. Stevens) had, as usual, a couple good points.

I like Tumblr and Twitter and all, but you’ll pry my website from my cold, dead pizza cutter prosthesis. No corporate platform is going to keep your stuff up out of nostalgia. Host it yourself or go the way of Geocities.

And I felt bad for my little abandoned blog. And my other abandoned blog. And then I missed RSS. But fuck it, whatever, right? I’ve been posting into the void forever, time to get back at it. Let’s take baby steps.

When we last left our intrepid hero, they were about to go and take pictures for practically 24 hours straight. Sure, it ended up being more like 22, because at 30 you need a little sleep, but hey. There are two Flickr sets, one of the “real” photos and one of assorted bits and snapshots and Instagrams.

9317455949_95e589b1cbOn the roof of the 99W- Drive-In Theatre in Newberg, 1:07am

9316985775_2642f42c1fThe beach at Seaside, 11:16pm


It was a great experience and proved that both Chase and I are pretty much made for road projects. Although creatively light overall, 2013 was a good year at reminding me that I do take pictures and not just Instagrams. Though oh man do I take some Instagrams. No shame, though, because documenting with images is how I remember things and that’s how it has been forever.

mosaic79c01c28bbade0839980371c064e7fc5caf2b514What I did (see end for links to individual photos)


I got to experience and do and try a lot of stuff in 2013. It can be strange, living with someone with a clear artistic drive and goals, because I tend to just make things to make them. But I might be finding a common thread in all the junk I do and shoot, so that is good.

mosaica49c1362436b33777d53efd5babdfdeaebc1542aWhat I shot (see end for links to individual photos)

Anyway, time keeps on marching, even if I decide to sleep until 1:30p on my first “Saturday” of the new year (well, the first of the year was also on my weekend, but doesn’t count). This year might be good, guys. Let’s keep making shit happen.


What I did:
1. For the price of taking Chase to dinner once a month, I can go to the gym every dang day instead (but probs 3x a week).,
2. Prototype.,
3. Finally sorted out the best bits from the dishes of bones someone gave me like, six years ago.,
4. It’s nice to have a healed example next to the grumpy fresh ink.,
5. One more go of bleach and toner and now it’s figured out.,
6. Second literary agent rejection is a very sweet form letter. On to the next!,
7. Chase’s birthday cake. Yes, it took me all evening. Worth it. So worth it.,
8. Smell the Bar Oil, 9. Hydroelectric plant outside Buffalo,
10. Pieces finally coming together on this Maxx costume, now that we have the suit!,
11. Chase DID get me the skull off the bird corpse he found!!! #truluv,
12. Yeah, @chaseallgood uses his new fryer for @ loveforvengeance, @newlton and Mister.

What I shot:
1. Long exposure in yard 01/01/13,
2. Long exposure heat vent 01/19/13,
3. Ladybugs & pepper,
4. Landscapes: 3,
5. Apple cave, gold,
6. Fireworks in Forest Grove,
7. The beach at Seaside, 11:16pm,
8. Hillsboro Air Show: 2013,
9. Washington County Fair: Flower & Garden building,
10. Fields and fields,
11. Stormfront,
13. Bald Peak, 08/14/13,
14. Greens,
15. Persephone

Project Dayshoot: what I’m doing on Monday

July 14th, 2013

I grew up in a small town in South-ish, Central-ish Willamette Valley. Then I moved to another small town and lived there for a long time. While Chase and I lived in Forest Grove I documented the places we went and the drives we took. Part of me always wanted for the WPA to happen again, or to figure out a grant for us to just drive and document.

Now, we get to (or, more properly, Chase gets to and I get to assist and document) be part of Project Dayshoot. July 15th will be the 30th anniversary of “over 90 photographers spen[ding] 24 hours capturing daily life throughout the state of Oregon.” There’s even a book, One Average Day, full of photos taken by photojounalists on a day when I was a couple of months old.

Some fave shots from 'One Average Day' from top left: two club folks at Quality Pie in Portland (Marv Bondarowicz), an aide and a patient at Oregon State Hospital in Pendleton (Robert Pennell), Vera Katz in Salem (Michael Lloyd), an articulated bus and mo

Nobody shot in the town I grew up in (or, more properly, that I grew up just outside), because it was just a little place with a mill. Not that it super matters, those photojournalists did a fabulous job documenting the “people, places and pastimes” of Oregon in the early 80s. It’s a costumer’s dream, because the smaller towns still dress late 1970s on the edges. But here is Project Dayshoot’s statement:

On July 15, 1983, over 90 photographers spent 24 hours capturing daily life throughout the state of Oregon. Project Dayshoot was the name of this venture, and it produced a book entitled One Average Day.

To commemorate the 30th anniversary of Project Dayshoot, the original photographers—plus new contributors—are being organized to capture images throughout Oregon on July 15, 2013. This page, in conjunction with the e-mail address below, is the location for all information related to the project.

Any proceeds from the sale of materials relating to this project will benefit the Oregon Historical Society.

Chase, being a professional photojournalist for the past eight (nearly nine) years, was asked to participate. And, because we already do stuff like this for fun, we have a plan. Other than two scheduled-ish places we’re going to hit, the only goals are the little nowhere towns on the way to and along the coast.

A lot of people, after Chase told Dayshoot where he was going, decided to hit the coast, interestingly enough. It doesn’t matter because we’re not going to stay and make love to the popular places, the biologists, or the noble logger. We’ll be on the move all day (starting at midnight tonight), finding and shooting the things we like to shoot.

And then, when the day is done at midnight on July 15th, we’re on a mini vacation. Not that we’ll stop taking pictures. You can’t break a combined thirty year habit of photographing everything you can.

Fair warning for those following me on social media, I’m cross-linking everything all day tomorrow. So you’ll be able to see what I can upload whenever I get a signal at:


And, if you feel so inclined, document your part of Oregon and hashtag it #dayshoot30. Be part of history and support the Oregon Historical Society! Just remember to note when, what and where you’re shooting.